“Eh... 第??题什么答案 har???”
“等下要帮我哦~~!!”
“等下记得 send 给我哦~~!!”
他/她们放肆地在那两个星期的考试里如此地大干了一场...
老实说...
我感到很愤怒...
我不会问自己这是否公平...
因为...
显然...
这根本就已违反了条例...
因为...
我始终相信当我们踏进幼稚园那一刻起就已签了一份合约...
签了一份一位学生与学校之间的合约...
我相信大家所信仰的正统神明所秉持的观念是一致的...
世上的神明只传授美好的观念、信念给信徒…
曾经听一位基督教徒朋友说过：
“大家从一出世就有罪!!!”
虽然我不是基督教徒...
我始终相信那句话...
大家有谁没有罪呢???
大家有谁没做错事呢???
我也曾经做过错事...
既然如此...
我们就应该加以减轻我们所犯过的罪...
我们不应该再往那黑暗的路径前进...
我们应该停下脚步...
想想那前方的路是否对我们有利或有害...
再望会那段我们曾经走过的路…
看看我们所做过的一切事情...
因为...
我们可以看见最原始的我们…
那仍犹如琥珀的我们...
那是我们活在这充满着十字路口的人生里应该有的我们...
我相信…
我们活在这个世上直到人生的尽头的每一刻里...
神明都看着我们...
有一天...
我们都必须接受我们所做过一切的代价...
那也许是美好…
也也许是悲惨...
My Chemistry Master -- Mr.Jong has been teaches us Form 5 -- Chapter 2-Carbon Compounds …
About Fats & Oils…
I cannot forget what he say about the effect of taking too much fats & oils…
As we know that the fats & oils will stick on the walls of arteries and cause the arteries become narrow… this will cause the heart hard to pump blood and need more energy… When the heart has not enough energy to pump blood, then that person will face heart attack…
“If the person can die when face heart attack then LUCKY lo…”
“If they still alive then maybe will have stroke problem…”
Say truly… I cry after heard that… Although there are many students at the tuition centre… I really cannot control myself… I just cry…
I’m thinking about my deceased dad that died because of heart attack… Suddenly I feel happy with my dad… Because he died after suffer for heart attack…
Maybe just like what Mr.Jong said… He is so LUCKY… And I feel happy with him…
On the way home, I’m still crying… Just silently… I scared my mom knows I’m crying… And this will hurt her heart…
I’m thinking a lot of things when I’m crying…
I’m thinking that maybe I should feel happy with my dad… Because he can just died like that after suffering…
He ever said that he wants die easily… He doesn’t want like my grandma just lying on the bed because of stroke… Cannot move at all… Just lets others people take care him… He doesn’t want suffer like that… He doesn’t want his family suffer because of him…
Maybe my father thought that he should just go like that and should not lets us suffer because of him at the last few seconds he stays at this world… Maybe he knew that he will have stroke if he alive after that…
Ya…
I should not always thinking about the sad memories… It just will make me sad… Like Melissa said… Just forget all the sad memories!!!
P/s Sorry for my lousy English…
