Lucky???

My Chemistry Master -- Mr.Jong has been teaches us Form 5 -- Chapter 2-Carbon Compounds …

About Fats & Oils…

I cannot forget what he say about the effect of taking too much fats & oils…

As we know that the fats & oils will stick on the walls of arteries and cause the arteries become narrow… this will cause the heart hard to pump blood and need more energy… When the heart has not enough energy to pump blood, then that person will face heart attack…

“If the person can die when face heart attack then LUCKY lo…”

“If they still alive then maybe will have stroke problem…”

Say truly… I cry after heard that… Although there are many students at the tuition centre… I really cannot control myself… I just cry…

I’m thinking about my deceased dad that died because of heart attack… Suddenly I feel happy with my dad… Because he died after suffer for heart attack…

Maybe just like what Mr.Jong said… He is so LUCKY… And I feel happy with him…

On the way home, I’m still crying… Just silently… I scared my mom knows I’m crying… And this will hurt her heart…

I’m thinking a lot of things when I’m crying…

I’m thinking that maybe I should feel happy with my dad… Because he can just died like that after suffering…

He ever said that he wants die easily… He doesn’t want like my grandma just lying on the bed because of stroke… Cannot move at all… Just lets others people take care him… He doesn’t want suffer like that… He doesn’t want his family suffer because of him…

Maybe my father thought that he should just go like that and should not lets us suffer because of him at the last few seconds he stays at this world… Maybe he knew that he will have stroke if he alive after that…

Ya…

I should not always thinking about the sad memories… It just will make me sad… Like Melissa said… Just forget all the sad memories!!!

P/s Sorry for my lousy English…